Hopeless

Today I have assembly as usual in school. But......when I saw Gee Khen, Lii Yung and Angeline Ng rewarded for their achievement in Math quiz, and Adrian Leong, John Szen and Wan Jyn rewarded for their achievement in Science quiz, I feel so dissapointed that why i cant be same as them. Haiz......why I always can't be someone that can be special then anyone? WHY??????